And suddenly, I just decided to let my fingers do the talking. Ohh and did I mention I now got a BIKE! Yes a bike! Thanks to my mum and dad <3 even if it would take forever to repay them, I would do it. Ilovethemwithallmyheart<3

Anyways, I was lieing down on my bed, just thinking abt my baby when I suddenly I realise that I just need to meet her, to comfort her. Its like I just need to be there for her. Somehow, I really know that she just wants me to talk to her, comfort her.
I swear in my past r/s, I never had any strong feelings for my partner. Its different. For my baby right now, I just know what she's feeling, what she's thinking, what she wants and manymany more! I find it amazing becos I didn't realise I too had a sense for my girlfriend. Becos never in my life I felt like this, except when I'm with my baby Feena <3

You know its like there's a strong connection between me and her. Sometimes she might even asked how I know. Its like how am I suppose to answer? Its just in me. I think that's how I feel when I'm deeply in love with someone. She would sometimes jokingly said that I spied on her. Hahaha nonsense uhh this cheeky girlfriend of mine :D

And right now, I feel that she needs me. She didn't tell me anything but I somehow know. And thats why I wanna always be there for her, no matter for whatever reasons. its just a give from Allah to show my true love for you? Mmmm maybe :D

You know I'm scared of losing you one day. I'm just scared that stupid things might happened and then we're separated. NO NO NO! I cnt even imagined it. But nvrmind, I'll work hard for us, for you and for our dreams. I cnt wait to be by your side, forver, everyday<3

To my BABY SHAFEENA, iwillalwaysloveyou<3<3



Hi, imissyou.
I do not why the feeling is so strong, but I'm seriously missing you, no joke.
I look back at our old photos. I should be used to it, but I didn't :/
You are the girl, the girl of my dream. Although you're not perfect, but hey to me, you're perfect. Just nice for me.

I hope you're doing well over there. Hmm. I'm missing you badly. I think I know what will happen if we're not together. Eeeiisshh I don't like this crappy feeling! I'll always wanna be yours, be by your side and hug you.

Let me the one to take care of you.
ILOVEYOUBABY<3

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I've got good news! :D

Baby's phone is now working! Yayyy I can talktalk with again ;)
Another good news is that mummy is willing to pay for my PDL! Ringan sikit beban aku ;D

But I've got something bad that is lingering in my heart :(
Something is wrong with baby, but she won't tell me. Maybe she's still uncomfortable with me that's she can't share that much stuffs with me. I understand, but I'm worried cos she isn't herself and I feel useless that I'm unable to make her happy :((

*raise up my hand* Ya Allah Ya Tuhan ku, berilah Nur Shafeena Binte Samaruddeen ketenangan di hatinya Ya Allah, Amin.

I hope baby will be fine :/

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