I MISS YOU!


i dont how to show it, but i do know if you could just give me chance, i could show it to you? :D i always hope that you know how im feeling right now, cause the feeling is like sooooooo....how shall i put it eh....FKTUP! Im not trying to be mean or anything, but one day you will feel how i feel but! yours will be much more worse than mine.

i just hope that you'll realise my worth and my love for you. it's totally not a joke. so, stop taking this lightly cause its affecting me real bad. i'll be waiting for your call or text after the O's. at least, tell me that you have no feelings for me. dont leave me hanging just like that. cause if i were to cut off the ropes, i would fall down real hard. ;/

Labels: i still need you

I swear i cant wait any longer. cause the more i wait, the more my heart breaks.
Im just tired. i will continue to live my life to the fullest.
ohh and, call me when you're ready. i will be more than happy to have you :D

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I guess....


its time i stop caring for others that much, cause in the end, they'll hurt me.
its time i stop thinking of the impossibilities.
its time that i stop trying, cause im physically, mentally and emotionally tired :(
its time i stop living in self denial.
its time i stop caring for people's feelings, cause i know they wont even care for mine.
its time i stop talking, and start doing.
its time i shut myself from this world


and...

its time i start living my fucking life!

Labels: life's like this