i know, im selfish . but please forgive me.
i felt lost, i felt shocked as it was too good to be true.
remember once, i asked you if you were free.
and you said nope, im down with flu.

and im sorry i did not wish you a happy v'day
and i know that both you and i are going to alone on that day
but i just kept my mouth shut so as not to say anything that can hurt you
i know deep inside you, you want to be true
but then again, you know, im the one for you.

im not a poetic type of person
but when i read your daily dairy
i felt my eyes became teary
as if i owe you a ransom, and you were waiting for it.

i know you love me, i know you care
cause inside you, you will always want me to be there
but im confused, cause after all these years, you still want me to treat you as a lovely bear
after all that has happened, im scared to say I Love You .

God, help me please.

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