Alhamdulillah, we have solved the conflict we had, and now we're happy together ;)

I managed to talk things out with baby & I realised that everything that had happened was my fault. I'm the one who is stupid, I'm the one is so afraid of being honest. Hais I should be scolded or best, beaten up. One thing that I dislike abt myself is that I tend to do stupid things when I'm emotional & will only think of the consequences later on. Now that I've realised my mistakes, I'm just praying & trying my best not to do things like that anymore. I'm sorry baby :(

I feel useless. I'm the one that is suppose to console baby, protect her and tell her what is right & wrong, but instead I did something like this. Haisss. Ohh well, what can I say? We're all humans, and we make mistakes. The mistakes that I've made is a slip of mind.

I don't like it when we fight baby :( it just hurt me to see us far apart :( No, I do not want us to fight.

I'm sorry baby :( but whatever it is, YOU are the only one that I love! Yes YOU!
Iloveyoubaby<3

Labels: mistakes

What happened between us? Please comunicate with baby :(
Don't tell me you're just gonna give up just like that? After all that has happened? After all we have gone through? After all the dreams & promises we have made to each other?

You wanna stop trying? I don't care if you've have stopped trying. I know I'm trying right now. But I just need to talk to you. Things won't get settled if we just keep queit all the way like this.

Remember when the first time we meet? We watched kung fu panda and we so close to each other until our shoulders touch?
Remember when I had to go for a holiday? The way you said you'll wait for me to come back and you've explored the way to the sky park at tampines one & wish to sit there with me when I got back to singapore?
Remember how we first held our hands together, how both of us was shy but we just don't wanna let go?
Remember when I proposed to you, how I could not sit properly and was walking here and there?
Remember the promises I've made to you?
Remember when it was only 2 days to our relationship and your ex decided to spoil everything?
Remember how we got through it?
Remember when we would sit at the sky park and talk abt everything under the moon and that I'll always love you?
Remember when it was our first month, when you bought for me a uniqlo pants that I didn't ask for it?
Remember when you surprise me by treating me to watch the movie that I have always wanted to watch?
Remember when we went to marina and took our first pic?
Remember when we watch the fireworks, and you cried becos you've long for this happiness?
Remember when you look at the MBS skypark, and said that you would like to go there someday?
Remember when it was national day and we managed to squeeze out despite the crowds and still managed to watch the fireworks?
Remember when talked abt Ryyan, the son you wanted with me when we get married in 7 years time?
Remember when you said that you dreamt of you marrying someone but could not figure out his face and you still thought it was me?
Remember when I told you that I dreamt of you being pregnant with out future son? Remember how we would confess to other and fall in love with each other all over again?
Remember when you was at your worst and I didn't want to leave cos I wanna let you know that I'll always be there for you?
Remember when I was at my very worst and your ex still haunt us, but you was there to assure me and make me feel secured?
Remember how after that we manage to pull through and fall in love with each other again?
Remember when I had to attend to your open house and I was freaking scared?
Remember what happened on the 20th oct?
Remember how we confess to each other at tamp inter?
Remember what happened on the 25th oct?
Remember when we told each other that we will still love each other despite all that has happened?
Remember when how we used to say, nothing can ever destroy our relationship now becos our love is just too strong?
REMEMBER HOW WE MANAGE TO GO THROUGH IT ALL TILL WE CAN MAKE IT THIS FAR?

Remember what happened on the 25th June 2011?

I know its long, but do you remember all that has happened between us? Are you still gonna give up and stop trying? You can go on and think for all you want. Without communication, things won't go as nice as we wanted them to be.

Labels: bad times, remember good times

Why is it that something like this must always happen to me?
Why am I such a patient guy?
Why is it that I'm feeling tired right now?
WHY??! Can someone answer me, please :'((

I was damn happy when it was all over! I was smiling from ear to ear like this --> :)) & so I called to tell you it was over, and no with no intention, I asked you a few questions.
The expression on my face changed rapidly. The way you replied.. Is just so... I dunno but I'm disappointed by the way you replied. It was a simple yes or no questions, but instead you "kenekan" I. That's the most disappointing part :((

It was just questions dear. Its not that I don't trust you, but naturally, you will feel confused for awhile & after a while you'll make a wise choice by letting it all go & not letting anyone get in our way in our relationship.

Now you're pissed? Sighhh I don't wanna fight or argue cos I'm tired. My heart is just too weak to even talk to you abt this matter. And don't talk to me when you're pissed. Cos you tend to be sarcastic. Cool down first baby.
I don't know if you'll be reading this, but before I end this, I wanna make you think first. Imagine if it was my ex that was disturbing & many things happened. Won't you do the same thing as I did? I bet you'll asked me. Then you ask me nicely & I rudely reply you. Honestly, do you like it? Think. I'm just disappointed at you. I didn't know you're that type of person.

& if you really think I don't trust you, I wouldn't have continued this relationship, honestly. & if you really think I don't trust you, read back the convo. If you still doubt my trust for you, then I dunno what else to say.

Feeling a lot of emotions right now. Any waterproof pillows? :'(( no matter what, ILOVEYOUBABY<3 YOU. I want nobody else but YOU!

Labels: disappointment, happy, LOVE, sad, tired

Why is it that something like this must always happen to me?
Why am I such a patient guy?
Why is it that I'm feeling tired right now?
WHY??! Can someone answer me, please :'((

I was damn happy when it was all over! I was smiling from ear to ear like this --> :)) & so I called to tell you it was over, and no with no intention, I asked you a few questions.
The expression on my face changed rapidly. The way you replied.. Is just so... I dunno but I'm disappointed by the way you replied. It was a simple yes or no questions, but instead you "kenekan" I. That's the most disappointing part :((

It was just questions dear. Its not that I don't trust you, but naturally, you will feel confused for awhile & after a while you'll make a wise choice by letting it all go & not letting anyone get in our way in our relationship.

Now you're pissed? Sighhh I don't wanna fight or argue cos I'm tired. My heart is just too weak to even talk to you abt this matter. And don't talk to me when you're pissed. Cos you tend to be sarcastic. Cool down first baby.
I don't know if you'll be reading this, but before I end this, I wanna make you think first. Imagine if it was my ex that was disturbing & many things happened. Won't you do the same thing as I did? I bet you'll asked me. Then you ask me nicely & I rudely reply you. Honestly, do you like it? Think. I'm just disappointed at you. I didn't know you're that type of person.

& if you really think I don't trust you, I wouldn't have continued this relationship, honestly. & if you really think I don't trust you, read back the convo. If you still doubt my trust for you, then I dunno what else to say.

Feeling a lot of emotions right now. Any waterproof pillows? :'(( no matter what, ILOVEYOUBABY<3 YOU. I want nobody else but YOU!

Labels: disappointment, happy, LOVE, sad, tired

Why is it that something like this must always happen to me?
Why am I such a patient guy?
Why is it that I'm feeling tired right now?
WHY??! Can someone answer me, please :'((

I was damn happy when it was all over! I was smiling from ear to ear like this --> :)) & so I called to tell you it was over, and no with no intention, I asked you a few questions.
The expression on my face changed rapidly. The way you replied.. Is just so... I dunno but I'm disappointed by the way you replied. It was a simple yes or no questions, but instead you "kenekan" I. That's the most disappointing part :((

It was just questions dear. Its not that I don't trust you, but naturally, you will feel confused for awhile & after a while you'll make a wise choice by letting it all go & not letting anyone get in our way in our relationship.

Now you're pissed? Sighhh I don't wanna fight or argue cos I'm tired. My heart is just too weak to even talk to you abt this matter. And don't talk to me when you're pissed. Cos you tend to be sarcastic. Cool down first baby.
I don't know if you'll be reading this, but before I end this, I wanna make you think first. Imagine if it was my ex that was disturbing & many things happened. Won't you do the same thing as I did? I bet you'll asked me. Then you ask me nicely & I rudely reply you. Honestly, do you like it? Think. I'm just disappointed at you. I didn't know you're that type of person.

& if you really think I don't trust you, I wouldn't have continued this relationship, honestly. & if you really think I don't trust you, read back the convo. If you still doubt my trust for you, then I dunno what else to say.

Feeling a lot of emotions right now. Any waterproof pillows? :'(( no matter what, ILOVEYOUBABY<3 YOU. I want nobody else but YOU!

Labels: disappointment, happy, LOVE, sad, tired

Why is it that something like this must always happen to me?
Why am I such a patient guy?
Why is it that I'm feeling tired right now?
WHY??! Can someone answer me, please :'((

I was damn happy when it was all over! I was smiling from ear to ear like this --> :)) & so I called to tell you it was over, and no with no intention, I asked you a few questions.
The expression on my face changed rapidly. The way you replied.. Is just so... I dunno but I'm disappointed by the way you replied. It was a simple yes or no questions, but instead you "kenekan" I. That's the most disappointing part :((

It was just questions dear. Its not that I don't trust you, but naturally, you will feel confused for awhile & after a while you'll make a wise choice by letting it all go & not letting anyone get in our way in our relationship.

Now you're pissed? Sighhh I don't wanna fight or argue cos I'm tired. My heart is just too weak to even talk to you abt this matter. And don't talk to me when you're pissed. Cos you tend to be sarcastic. Cool down first baby.
I don't know if you'll be reading this, but before I end this, I wanna make you think first. Imagine if it was my ex that was disturbing & many things happened. Won't you do the same thing as I did? I bet you'll asked me. Then you ask me nicely & I rudely reply you. Honestly, do you like it? Think. I'm just disappointed at you. I didn't know you're that type of person.

& if you really think I don't trust you, I wouldn't have continued this relationship, honestly. & if you really think I don't trust you, read back the convo. If you still doubt my trust for you, then I dunno what else to say.

Feeling a lot of emotions right now. Any waterproof pillows? :'(( no matter what, ILOVEYOUBABY<3 YOU. I want nobody else but YOU!

Labels: disappointment, happy, LOVE, sad, tired

Why is it that something like this must always happen to me?
Why am I such a patient guy?
Why is it that I'm feeling tired right now?
WHY??! Can someone answer me, please :'((

I was damn happy when it was all over! I was smiling from ear to ear like this --> :)) & so I called to tell you it was over, and no with no intention, I asked you a few questions.
The expression on my face changed rapidly. The way you replied.. Is just so... I dunno but I'm disappointed by the way you replied. It was a simple yes or no questions, but instead you "kenekan" I. That's the most disappointing part :((

It was just questions dear. Its not that I don't trust you, but naturally, you will feel confused for awhile & after a while you'll make a wise choice by letting it all go & not letting anyone get in our way in our relationship.

Now you're pissed? Sighhh I don't wanna fight or argue cos I'm tired. My heart is just too weak to even talk to you abt this matter. And don't talk to me when you're pissed. Cos you tend to be sarcastic. Cool down first baby.
I don't know if you'll be reading this, but before I end this, I wanna make you think first. Imagine if it was my ex that was disturbing & many things happened. Won't you do the same thing as I did? I bet you'll asked me. Then you ask me nicely & I rudely reply you. Honestly, do you like it? Think. I'm just disappointed at you. I didn't know you're that type of person.

& if you really think I don't trust you, I wouldn't have continued this relationship, honestly. & if you really think I don't trust you, read back the convo. If you still doubt my trust for you, then I dunno what else to say.

Feeling a lot of emotions right now. Any waterproof pillows? :'(( no matter what, ILOVEYOUBABY<3 YOU. I want nobody else but YOU!

Labels: disappointment, happy, LOVE, sad, tired

Why is it that something like this must always happen to me?
Why am I such a patient guy?
Why is it that I'm feeling tired right now?
WHY??! Can someone answer me, please :'((

I was damn happy when it was all over! I was smiling from ear to ear like this --> :)) & so I called to tell you it was over, and no with no intention, I asked you a few questions.
The expression on my face changed rapidly. The way you replied.. Is just so... I dunno but I'm disappointed by the way you replied. It was a simple yes or no questions, but instead you "kenekan" I. That's the most disappointing part :((

It was just questions dear. Its not that I don't trust you, but naturally, you will feel confused for awhile & after a while you'll make a wise choice by letting it all go & not letting anyone get in our way in our relationship.

Now you're pissed? Sighhh I don't wanna fight or argue cos I'm tired. My heart is just too weak to even talk to you abt this matter. And don't talk to me when you're pissed. Cos you tend to be sarcastic. Cool down first baby.
I don't know if you'll be reading this, but before I end this, I wanna make you think first. Imagine if it was my ex that was disturbing & many things happened. Won't you do the same thing as I did? I bet you'll asked me. Then you ask me nicely & I rudely reply you. Honestly, do you like it? Think. I'm just disappointed at you. I didn't know you're that type of person.

& if you really think I don't trust you, I wouldn't have continued this relationship, honestly. & if you really think I don't trust you, read back the convo. If you still doubt my trust for you, then I dunno what else to say.

Feeling a lot of emotions right now. Any waterproof pillows? :'(( no matter what, ILOVEYOUBABY<3 YOU. I want nobody else but YOU!

Labels: disappointment, happy, LOVE, sad, tired